Wonder When You'll Miss Me
Amanda is alive again. Really really alive. But only for a little while. Natalie and I both know she's going to die on Saturday. In the plane crash.
We can't tell her though. You're not supposed to fuck with fate, right?
And so we wander around, tired and sad but happy to see her for just a little while.
And we keep trying to think of new ways to say goodbye without making it seem like we're saying goodbye.
And Natalie is afraid she's got the time wrong and that she'll miss Amanda before she goes.
And I'm afraid too but I'm captivated by her eyes. Her beautiful big brown, very alive eyes.
If this is all we get with her, then it is so much better than what we've had.